Live! From My Computer

by Total Downer

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i call this album live from my computer because i mixed it to sound like a live show where your ears are kinda ringing

if you cant afford the tunes email me at totaldownerband@gmail.com !!!

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released August 13, 2018

drums - ben wolgamuth
bass - zoltan sindhu
everything else - andy schumann

bass, some vocals, some guitar recorded by alex carr
drums recorded by ben wolgamuth and kari estes

mixed by andy schumann
all songs by andy schumann

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Track Name: Frick U
you were my only friend that i liked
i wished that i could be by your side at all times
your hand in mine

i thought you also hated your life
but it turns out you are feeling just fine
who wouldn't be if they could be the things you get to be?
you just got everything right!!!

frick you, i just wanted to say
i hate that you're always so cool
yeah, no, i'm feeling okay
but you told me to be honest with you

i thought about asking you to hang out tonight
but honestly, i would just be wasting my time
you never text me first or send me heartfelt replies
i'm doing everything right!!

frick you, i just wanted to say
i hate that you're always so cool
yeah, no, i'm feeling okay
but you told me to be honest with you

and i could find a bunch of new friends
i got a buncha cool jokes i've been waiting to try out
and i still gotta bunch of old friends
and i love them very much and i love them more than i could ever love you!!
and i hope it really hurts, i hope you feel bad
you know, i spent a lot of my time feeling so sad

I just wanna have A LIFE and DIE and say im HAPPY AT THE END!!!!!

frick you, i just wanted to say
i hate that you're always so cool
yeah, no, i'm feeling okay
but you told me to be honest with you

frick you, i just wanted to say
i hate that you're always so cool
yeah, no, i'm feeling okay
but you told me to be honest with you
Track Name: Fingernails
[verse]
if i could pick apart the good bits from the bad
I think I would like you
If I could sing this song without you getting mad
I think I could stand you
If I could wake up earlier and exercise once in a while
I think I’d feel better

[verse 2]
I need a haircut like I need you
cuz’ it’d be better if I cut you all the way off
and I would look pretty good with a buzz
and you would look better if we weren’t us
back to where we thought we were the exact same

[chorus]
pulling out the skin around my fingernails
supposed to be happy but i’m not
pulling dandruff out my hair cuz i scratch my head so much
i’m so impatient when you talk

[verse 3]
you got an optimistic take on everything
but sometimes it isn’t so sweet
that being said I am way too mad
way more often than I ever should be

[verse 4]
i need to calm down, grow up
do everything you said that you need me to do
calm down, grow up
i can’t be everything that you need me to

[chorus]
pulling out the skin around my fingernails
supposed to be happy but i’m not
pulling dandruff out my hair cuz i scratch my head so much
i’m so impatient when you talk
Track Name: Looks Like Me
[verse]
when i think to myself
i see me as nothing but an empty shell
i am a soft clay
molded into the person that you want me to be

you tell me about your dreams and i'm always dying in them
i tell you about my dreams and you're never in them

[chorus]
just because he looks like me doesn't mean that i am anything like him
we've got a couple similarities but you only note the ones that are bad

[verse 2]
when you look into my eyes
i can't shake the feeling you don't see them as mine
i wonder if you're thinking about the way that i look like him and less the way that i am me

you tell me about your dreams and i'm always dying in them
i tell you about my dreams and you're never in them

[chorus]
just because he looks like me doesn't mean that i am anything like him
we've got a couple similarities but you only note the ones that are bad

[post]
why can't you see me as I am,
my own angry person, flawed and full of regrets?
i make bad decisions and I am a jerk, but I am not my dad

why can't you see me as I am,
my own angry person, flawed and full of regrets?
i make bad decisions and I am a jerk, but I am not my dad

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